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Friday, May 30, 2008
"My bestest bitches" ran away @ 5/30/2008 12:10:00 PM

Seriously , i feel that life without friends are just sucky .
And luckily with friends that make my day brighten up my life is definately not so depressing .
BFF (MY BITCH)
I LOVE YOU BFF ! Days without you are super boring . Faster come back from adam khoo's camp! Do you still remember th days when we destest each other til every words that came out of our mouths were coated with thorns . Seriously , all our destest for each other are collected through time . And it seems that guys always seems to be th problem for us . Remember seewei ? bryan ? eugene ? Its always a feeling a betrayal that led our to our countless quarrels . But actually things aren't always what we think yea ? I've dreamed of having a house just beside my bff's so that everyday we could get together be it after work or just preparing breakfast for each other . Although it might sound alittle lesbo but who cares what matters is that we're happy . BFF let us not quarrel because of guys anymore mayb quarrel on why your dress is prettier than mine ?hahas Next time either one of us get married first th other have to be th bridesmaid for th other alright ? I'M DEFINATELY MISSING YOU NOW BFF ! MANY MANY THANKS for being there with me when i need you especially th times when i broke down beacuse of LQL .
TSIQI (AIREN)
TSIQI i suppose you should be havng fun in your camp right now eh ? NYAA CAMP ! And i know you dislike swimming many many . With you in our clique certainly injected many laughter into our lives . Hahas . you're crazy over love ! And i certainly hope that you'll be able to be together with thiam yue =) And also please try to mix around with germaine and company as they will be th ones accompanying you through your secondary school life not me or fel as we'll be both leaving this year end and next year end so you must treasure us right now OK !


CHIMP (MY PUNCHING BAG)

PUNCHING BAG . its been 5 years and we're still good friends . Even though in between there were some dislikes here and there , disagreements , comments made but still we turned out fine ! You've suffered for 5 years under my hand eh ! hahas . dn't be sad instead you should be honoured ! Who could have survived for 5 years under my hand . Hmmm let me think only a few i guess and you're one of the proud winner eh . serene i love you many many lah . hahas. just that i never express it out . or do you need me to kiss you to le you know of my feelings ? hahas . i just want you to know that you certainly brighten up my life in th 4 years tgt in th same class all th way and also many many thanks to you for accompanying me to th doc to get my x-ray done and coming over to my house knowing that i'll be bored . I LOVE YOU SERENE


Amelia(my shorty) i LOVE you many many too . th 4 years tgt playing bball was alot of fun . you're my team partner . always passing me th ball to shoot . my lao po is a shorty . hahas . th 4 years we've been through tgt was a hell load of fun . first was th sweat that we've sweated out in th court be it trg or tournament . it was a great achievement during our sec 2 times when we clinched 4th in west zone . still remember th times when joe would call you for questioning whether you know who is my bfriend at that time and if he knew that you knew he would punish you . i seriously have to thank you for defending me =) and also remember th times when i wanted to quit bball because of a stupid relationship but oh well i didn't in th end because i knew that you guys were more important compared to what 7 days ! hahas . th tears that you shed for me cannot be compared to a 7 day relationship lah . so dn't worry lah . and finally ame you've moved on to poly . i'll try my very best to join you in ngee ann so that we can play tgt again yea ? hahas . MY SHORTY FOREVER IN MY HEART ! Ame i seriously thinkthat me and him wouldn't have hope alrdy . its lk we're drifting apart alrdy . oh well that's just life

DORO (The second shorty)


We've been through tgt for 5 years too eh . We'll both be taking our o levels this year lah . so jiayou jiayou ok ! and i would lk to apologise to you for th hurt that i've caused you in th past yea . wouldn't lk to elaborate more on what were th stuff but i'm sincerely apologising to you now ok ? even though you're not as zhun as me but dn't worry mr.so loves us all lah . hahas . th time when we went to east coast just you me ame and ser , it was definately fun having you to piggyback me =) hahas . so be strong ok ? even though there's no recognition but i'm sure she still love you =) jiayou doro .

CAsey tan (mousey)

Lols . casey tan jia xue ! you never fail to make me laugh with all your lame jokes yea ? even though there were un-necessary comments made by both of us i'm sure we've both grown up and have learnt that all those are just rubbish lah . hahas . i can remember your puffy red eyes when you're crying . Training very tiring right hahas . no staminal alrdy lah . exercise exercise lah ! hahas . see you soon k ? i'm missing you . youth cup jiayou jiayou . i hope i cn make a speedy recovery so that i'll be able to play with you guys during youth cup .

Germaine ( naggy old woman) Germaine you're one naggy old woman lah . must have picked up th skill from ame lah . dn't think i dn't know . yea , we've been mising out on our weekly heart to heart chats and i want it so very much . remember mr.j was one of our very first topic on th heart to heart talk . hahas . its lk super cool to just sit and relax at mac and just gossip lah . lols . and th endless mahjong sessions at your place and the baking session oh so yummy lah . Even thou we dirtied your place you still lend our use your baking equipments =) oh germaine what would i do without you and many many thanks to you for contributed to th piggyback that brought me home safely . you're one strong bitch lah . hahas . when my leg recovers we'll have our many many late heart to heart chats lk everyday lah k ? no guy stand in our heart to heart chat not even qilong alrdy ok ? ilove you GERMAINE THE OLD NAGGY BITCH ! LOLS ! Go talk to jabez lah !

Finally, i'm feeling so fcuk rotting at home alrdy . And recently i feel that th guys msging with me makes me feel as if i'm th third party . first was ql second is w . but there's defiantely nothing going on between me and w . whenever ql is with his girlfriend he wouldn't reply my msg . then whenever w is with his girlfriend he also wouldn't msg me not that i mind but it just makes me feel as if i'm th third party in their relationship . Oh god . Why is my life lk that . I dn't want to be hated by even more girls than i am alrdy . Seriously deep down inside me i'm still pinning hopes on me and ql but it seems that there wouldn't be hope . But i seriously think that his gf is not th one for him as in not that i'm th one for him but it just hurts me seeing how she treat him (no recognition , and turn off face ) Its just bullshit . I'm still rotting at home and i'm done blogging . i love you girls many many and not forgetting ql and my viwawa lover lah !