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Tuesday, December 23, 2008
"i'll still be loving you ," ran away @
this post is specially for you .  th past few days have been hard on me and definately you , i know you've got to consider many stuff before coming to this decision . But since you've made this decision i'll respect it . no matter what happens you know i wn't stop loving you just yet . i've reached th point that i'll do anything for you as long as it makes you happy . things turned out th opposite of what i hoped but still i have made preparations to prepare for th worst so it kinda minimize th blow by a teeny wenny bit . ( actually it didn't helped at all) th days spent with you are one of my happiest moment which are definately carved in my heart alrdy , it will all be kept in until one day it could be unleased , if we have a chance to get tgt . and i'm sorry for tearing in front of you ytd , i tried not too but th tears just couldn't stop coming . and definately you've guessed correctly th reason i went over to your house for . Cause i wanted you to hug me while sleeping for th last time . i swear when you hugged me i felt that rachel couldn't be any luckier to have you as her boyf . it sort of gave off th feeling tht i'm impt to you and sure it super was heartwarming for me . anyway still rmb how we gt to know each other ? I swear how we gt to know each other is super lame . how things progressed was pretty fast and furious huh ! seriously i've gt to thank wendi for introducing you to me . from th start of everything , i knew there would be heartaches and i would end up broken hearted because i i've put my all and was expecting something back , but i knew myself tht chances that we'll be tgt are slim , anyway enough about th past its starting to turn you off . i hope you lk your christmas present from me . it took me quite some time on thinking of what to give you and where to get it . its super hard to think of what presents to give to someone special pls ! pls feel super honoured that i've went extra miles for you for everything . i've never done tht in my life and i dn't think i'll be able to do it again for someone else in th near future cause it left a scar in my heart th first time i did it . I love you , and i'll still do in th near future . take care of yourself when i'm not with you anymore . pls dn't forget to cover your mouth when you yawn ! and dn't ever fall sick again ah ! no more poriddge from me anymore. i'll miss your hugs here and then , thanks for giving me those wonderful moments . with best regards fidelia your bitch ehh ! |