Thoughts of you just flood into my mind . Iregardless whether i'm awake or sleeping . Are you th devil sent by someone to torture me mentally ? And all i cn say nw is tht i've regretted knowing you , getting your number , trying to be lovers and all this just adds up to all th heartache frm th past by others . However this time its th biggest heartache among all . And i'm definately suffering , i guess karma caught up with me . I'm really sorry if thtt could turn back th clock . I'd rather not went along with cousy to pasir ris and got to know you , been so close with you and intimate . I want to turn back gth clock , but sadly there's no such thing in reality . I guess i've fallen deeply, madly in love with you if thts it . Because its breaking my heart hearing tht you're sick , not being able to meet up with you , couldn't be thr to scratch your back for you and not able to hug you whenever i leave your side for home . How i wish things turned out differently . If only i could turn back time , i would treasure th moments i spent with you and take a picture tgt so tht while looking at th picture it would feel as thou you're right thr with me when you're not .

I know its impossible between us , but all i want is a chance to be with you . And if tht ends in th end at least i've got no regrets . I know i'm being an irritant , i'm sorry . I'm sorry for everything . I'm sorry for falling for you , i'm sorry for loving you . if only i could turn back time .........