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Sunday, February 15, 2009
"now i hate myself" ran away @
Valentine's day . Recieved a tommy hilfiger watch , coach wristlet and a bouquet of flowers in total for th day . Afterall it was just another valentine spent with friends and not my loved one . Been waitting for tht one person for 3 weeks alrdy , and yet i've been given th cold shoulder . Maybe he's just not tht into me , afterall he have so many others all around him . Compared to them i'm nothing . I've only got myself to blame , for always loving someone i knew could not give me anything in return . I think this time its for real alrdy , i guess i've fallen for mcvin . Thou after 3 weeks of not seeing each other i still think of him everyday , misses him everyday . Somehow i wished he would be thr for me during valentine's day and some of th days just call me up or even a msg will do . Instead of me msging him and calling him and waitting stupidly for his reply and call . Am i dumb or what .. Anyway enough of me ranting already , so th past few weeks have been busy working and drinking uh ! There's not even time for me to go suntanning uh ! i'm beginning to hate working alrdy , but there's nothing to be done unless money is not needed in this world . |