I can't believe tht i even believe tht his handphone was missing and even thought of cabbing down to boat quay to get it back for him . I guess i'm just stupid . But i'm disappointed tht he could let his friends make fun of me and yet did nothing about it . I guess i'm just not impt afterall .

And just few days back , quarrelled with cousy over money matters . It seemed tht he doesn't have trust in me . But i wasn't lying . Why can't he believe me ?

Things hadn't been going well for me . I really feel lk just ending my life right now , instead of facing all these . I'm getting sick of this world . I just wish tht one day i could just wake up and all these were just bad dreams , but however i know tht all these are for real ..